Since I last updated you I have gone on my first boda ride, gone to 2 church services, had an entire week of work, met some amazing missionaries at different ministries in the area, went to watch Martha and Florence's band's first 'gig', went on a boat ride on Lake Victoria, saw my first monkey in the wild, gone swimming with some kiddos, and started doing homework with 2 of our boys who are actually in school. I am loving absolutely every second of being here. I find myself totally in awe of this life I am living and the fact that God allowed me to be here. I find myself loving God more and more and I know that it is a combination of me being here because it's where God led me to be, am surrounded by His beautiful children, and amazing missionaries who love Him with all that is within us! As one of my fellow roommates put it "God seems so much bigger here. So much stronger and more powerful. And maybe it's because I spend my days around missionaries, who are poor and have given up everything to be here, or because I spend my days with orphans who by only works of God, are living and thriving, and joyful."
Today when our boys were outside playing I happened to come inside and found one of my mamas finishing up the dishes in our room after the morning snack. For some reason I felt God tell me that I really needed to talk to Mama Georgina more than just the few words we have gotten to speak while the kids are around. I cannot begin to tell you how amazing our conversation was. I was completely lifted up and had tears in my eyes as she was telling me stories and talking about God's love for us and all that she knows about the Bible. One of the first things she said to me was "You girls, you aunties come here from all over the place, especially America..and I know that those flights are not cheap. They cost a lot of money. The fact that you come here means that you have the love of God in you. No one would willingly want to come to a poor country like ours when you come from having so much. You come here and I have already seen how much you love God and how much He is in you just from the look you have on your face and the love you have shown through your actions with our children here." I just wanted to cry, because I just never realized how much some people can really see God in us. We then had an amazing talk about how our children are at our home because God has chosen them to be there. God has chosen them to go through such bad things before they come so they know just how much God truly loves them when they come into such an amazing and Christ centered home like we have here at Amani. She kept asking me, when you go home after being here and doing all that you have done here, do you know how much God is going to bless you? ABUNDANTLY!!! God will bless you more than you think He could, which we always somehow underestimate even after He has done everything for us. She then pulled me over and sat me down on the table and looked me in the eyes, and told me just how much God loves me, loves her, and especially loves our children...HIS children!! After she looked me in the eyes she turned my attention to the walls that we have in our boys' room. On the wall we have the Bible verse of 1 Peter 2:9 "But you are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, that you may proclaim the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light" She then went on to explain just how important this verse is and how much it applies to each and every one of us, especially those of us that have given up everything in order to come and serve Christ at our orphanage. We are a chosen generation. God has chosen us to do His work because right now we need Him more than ever. We are royalty because we have Christ's blood in us. This is a holy nation because God is everywhere! We are His own special people because again, we have His blood in us! By us coming so far to serve Him and loving Him with all that we have, we are proclaiming the praises of Him who called us out of darkness and into His marvelous light!!!
My wish for all of you that have read this, is that you will know just how marvelous you are and just how mighty God is and understand His love for us. I pray that you will accept this and take everything in. Christ died for us who deserve nothing, all so that we can join Him in His marvelous light! He loves us so much that He gave up His everything for us..so why should we sit at home in our comfort zones and not go out and do His work for Him? God has a beautiful and amazing plan for each and every one of us! Why, oh why, would any of us want to stand in His way of what His plans are for us? I pray you open up your everything and give it all to Jesus. Yes, EVERYTHING!! I pray that you may be broken completely so that you may gain it ALL! Please understand just how special you are and how much God loves you. We do not deserve it, but Jesus gave it to us anyways!!
Until next time!! "Auntie Jennifer loves you, but Jesus loves you way more than auntie ever could. Why? Because God made you SPECIAL!!"
Jennifer you are wise beyond your years. This made me cry when I read it. It is so obvious your love for Jesus and His children. I pray you never lose the passion you have! <3
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